This will be the first entry in my journal and it's not one of those happy ones...
I'm feeling old,even though I'm only eighteen. Yesterday, a friend of mine anounced that she's engaged. This is not the first person that has done it, some weeks ago,another made it clear that he would get married... But that's not the only thing, others have gone farther, what I'm talking about is children... Yes, I'm happy for their sake, but it makes me feel old and lonely. It sounds really weird, I know. I have my whole life ahead of me, but that's the things that I want and is longing for... After some (many) relationships I still haven't found "the one"